day fourteen

i decided that i was going to join the all blacks today and even write to graham lowe to tell him the good news and i also decided that i was going to become really famous and i also showed this long piece of sentence well more truthfully two sentences to someone today and i said that i will get it published at some stage and he told me that i should which was really quite flattering because although i knew it was quite good i did not know if any one else would but all the same i think I will wait and show it to other people before rushing out after a publishing contract and i might even finish it first as well but we will just have to wait and see and see what happens because i might tire of it and decide to scrap the whole thing and wipe it from the disk which could be a catastrophe but i suppose it is all really a matter of opinion which means it might not be a catastrophe but then again it might i just really do not know but i suppose it is all really a matter of opinion which means i might know but then again i might not and this whole thing could be a waste of time and energy and all that sort of thing or it might just be a huge money making piece of modern literature about the realisation of one mans dreams to write a great work of modern literature which will henceforth be known as a work of art equalling the great pieces of literature like thomas the tank engine and postman pat and of course the greatest of them all and i mean that most sincerely the hugely successful spot series by eric hill which could make me millions and i could become the richest man in the world but that is pretty unlikely but it could still make me bloody rich especially if i include some of my poems or lyrics or whatever you wish to call them in the book but that would depend on how long this is because if this turns out to be an extremely long book like the history of the development of the super intelligent australian man it would be a wee bit annoying to have a set of really brilliant poems at the end of it especially if i could just put them in another book and make even more millions which would all be really logical and even make sense if it is possible for me to do so although i doubt it but i suppose it is all really a matter of opinion which means i might be able to make sense but then again i might not and just to finish i would like to ask your opinion on what direction i should take with this thing that is where do think i should intend to go with this do you think i should get this published as a book or what oh shut up i never asked you anyway and even if i did it would be pretty bloody stupid because you do not even exist and if you did it would give me even greater pleasure not to ask you than it does now you cynical little bastard